Wow I haven't been on here in ages! :) haha but I just wanted to stop by and tell ya'll a little about what's going on in my life now :) I am a work-a-holic!!! :) I work 7 days a week monday-friday I am at Seven peaks and saturday-sunday I'm at the hospital :-P I LOVE being back at the peaks it's such a happy fun job and I love the people! especially my best friends! Alyssa is an Assistant supervisor and Blake Dylan and Cambria I met last year workin there and Chelsey! but she's not working there this year but their friend Rachelle is working there and she's become one of my best friends also!! :) I got a letter from Tyler the other day telling me he didn't wanna date when he got back so I called Rachelle right away and she helped me out so much! I think it's crazy how fast someone can become one of your best friends :) but back to Tyler I'm over it lol I just think everything happens for a reason and you gotta find joy in the little things :) it's not that i'm not hurt about it I just don't wanna let it stop my life. he already stole away 2 years of my life I'm ready to move on and live life with no regrets and nothing holding me back :) I found this app on my ipod that is called 12 ways to get over a breakup and one of the things are to list 50 good things about myself because when something like this happens it's easy to blame yourself to think that you are worthless or not nice to know. so i'm taking steps to remind myself how great I am! :) and after 50 I'm supposed to add one thing every day..we'll see how this goes but i'm going to keep it on here to keep track it's not like anyone really reads this but me :) p.s. this is not me being vain...I had to get help because I don't even know. this was one of the hardest things i've ever had to write and I recommend it to everyone because when you're down in the dumps it builds your self esteem :)
1. I have long/ pretty hair (Kiersten calls it Pocahontas hair :) )
2. I have pretty eyes - been called astonishing :) hahaha
3. I have cute dimples! - everyone wants to steal them but they're all mine!!!! :D
4. I try to be the best friend I can be! but nobody's perfect :)
5. I love and try to help others as much as possible :) It not only makes them feel good but makes me feel like i've done something good and christ-like :)
6. I have the MOST amazing friends and family :)
7. I can be comfortable in my own skin--most days :)
8. I have good skin :) can get super tan in the summer and hardly ever have breakouts :) which I am grateful for!
9. I love to smile!
10. I can be friends with anyone
11. I am a good listener
12. I am trying to be like Jesus :)
13. I'm a good dancer :)
14. I like to think I'm a good singer
15. I love to laugh :)
16.I have a good Intuition with people I care about, I can usually tell when people are unhappy and I try my hardest to make them feel at least a little better :)
17. I am a hard worker - when I wanna be :)
18. I give good hugs :)
19. I try hard not to judge others
20. I have a good memory and it "brings joy to others because it shows how caring you are" - as said by Kiersten :)
21. I'm a good photographer :)
22. I care about people A LOT (sometimes more than I care about myself)
23. I'm good with kids (thanks to the 3 years at the daycare TLC) :)
24. I'm good with animals because I have a love for them :)
25. I'm not ashamed of who I am if someone asks me something about myself I will answer it truthfully
26. I look good with glasses on ;)
27. I have a sense of humor
28. I can love anyone and anything - i am full of love!!! :)
29. I can be confident with no makeup on :)
30. I have a natural beauty
31. I'm not only sympathetic but empathetic
32. I am VERY VERY protective of the people I love
33. Willing to give
34. Money doesn't matter to me that much
35. I love to have fun! but know when to be serious :)
36. I draw upon others emotions to help them out in tough situations
37. I get inspiration from outside sources but my motivation is from within :)
38. I push forward -- even when I don't want to
39. I can give good massages :)
40. I give everyone a chance to be my friend- judgments aside
41. I forgive easily -- everyone makes mistakes :)
42. I'm pretty good at most sports
43. I'm both a Morning and Night person :)
44. If I was given a million dollars I would first help out those I love and use the rest to travel the world and help the less fortunate :)
45. I'm optimistic! :)
46. I'm patient :)
47. I'm not afraid to wear my emotions on my sleeve
48. I don't really have much of a temper (...until it comes to stupid drivers :) )
49. I can be very spiritual and I love to share my testimony with others
50. I am me! and that is good enough!!! :)
Thanks for reading and being in my life and being supportive of me always :) I love you all! <3
