This Is The Life!
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Monday, April 16, 2012
I have many angels in my life, for whom I am very grateful for. God sent
each of them into my life at the perfect time, each of them helping me
grow to a potential that I could never achieve on my own. Because of
them I am who I am today, I've still got a lot of work, but I have
these amazing people in my life to help me travel through my fears, doubts, worries,
insecurities and everything else, and come out a stronger, braver woman. I know I will never
be alone, because I have my Heavenly Father to bless me and strengthen
me through any way that he can. He thinks that I am perfect in every way, and that's all that
matters. I know there are countless angels in my life, but the people in the picture are the ones who are close to me and always there for me. :) <3 <3 <3 and I love them with all my heart! I can only hope that I can help others as much as these wonderful people have helped me. And I hope they know they can talk to me about anything and I will always be there for them. I care about people a ton and love to help them! which is why in 10 months or so (if I'm not married) (no I'm not dating anyone) I am planning on submitting a wonderful stack of papers to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints so I can go on a mission and serve the Lord. My Heavenly Father has blessed me so much in my 20 years of living I feel as if dedicating a year and a half back to him will be a way to show a small portion of my gratitude to Him. I'm grateful for the people who have gotten me to where I am today and helped me find my own testimony and stand on my own two feet. I feel as though It's time for me to stop thinking about me, and think about others more. Even if the Lord has a different plan for me, because a lot can happen in 10 months! I want to dedicate my life to him in every way that I can and serve others and not indulge in myself too often. I can only hope I can continue to live my life in a way that is pleasing to the Lord. And I have great people to help me do that! :) The point of this little rant is, to say thank you, Thank you to my fabulous Family and Friends! Every one of you, even if we aren't close, Than you for being there when I need a great big hug and someone to wipe away my tears, and also for the times when I needed a good laugh, and a fun time! You have all been, and continue to be a miraculous blessing in my life! <3 I also want to thank my Heavenly Father, without him I would be so lost...he has comforted me in ways no one else can, he is ALWAYS there as my constant companion and I am extremely grateful for that. I could never thank Him enough, but I can show Him my thanks by being a faithful daughter of God, and serving others. There's a song that I have listened to for many years that I just love It reminds me that God is there always and that He loves me no matter what :) it's called "I Am" by Nichole Nordeman:
Thursday, March 8, 2012
It's Been a While :)
Wow! it has been a while since I've posted anything :) well basically I've just been having fun with life and partying with some good friends! On January 17th, In my Jazz dance class I somehow broke my foot (stress fracture). I didn't even know so I just went on with the week, my foot hurt, but i didn't really think twice about it. By the end of my 4th dance class after breaking it I could hardly walk...so I went home and rested. On Friday night I couldn't sleep, so my mom took me to the Insta-care on Saturday morning. The doctor told me that I had a bacterial infection and put me on antibiotics and sent me on my way. I cried because I knew I wouldn't be dancing for about a week or two. I still couldn't walk cuz it hurt so bad so i missed school and work. By Tuesday it wasn't getting any better, in fact, it was getting worse so my mom took me to a podiatrist and he told me it was broken. I of course started crying because I knew I wouldn't be dancing for a while :/ longer than two weeks. :( I was put in a boot and had to wear it for 4 weeks! I had to drop my jazz class but I sat and watched in my other dance classes. I actually learned a lot from watching, I think it benefited me in a way to see how other people did things and especially watch the teacher and pick up certain things from her. One day I was thinking about how I was going to get my boot off soon, and I was so excited and I thought about how horrible it was breaking my foot. Then I started writing a letter to a missionary and my cup went from half empty to half full and I realized God knows what he is doing! If I didn't break my foot my life would be completely different and the amazing things that have happened in my life and the amazing people I have... met in the past month wouldn't have happened and I realized how blessed I am to have the gospel in my life not only cuz it's amazing but also because it helps me see how I can have a positive attitude about crappy things because I have the most wonderful father in heaven that blesses me through my trials every day! :) I for sure learned my lesson! :) ♥ The things that happened while I had my broken foot probably wouldn't have happened if things were different. and I wouldn't trade it for the world! I met some amazing people! Including my 2 new best friends Jessica Jackson and Paige Loudon. I've been on many adventures with these 2 girls and even met some amazing people because of them. To have someone that you can have fun with all the time is an awesome thing to have in life. God knew exactly when I needed to take a break from life and find the angels to help me through my rough times. I have so many great friends in my life to help me through and I am convinced they are angels in disguise. I love each and every one of them so much! and would do anything for them <3 Life is great! I can kinda dance again, not 100% but anything is better than nothing. And I'm just trying to stay positive! Spring Break has begun and I'm ready to make more memories!!! :) <3 But I have just been having a ton of fun! I have gone to Park city and stayed at Jessica's cabin, I have been working out with Paige and losing weight! :) yaaay :). I went to a party with Chelsey and Paige! I've jut done all sorts of fun things! lots of laughs, staying up late, and many firsts haha! :-P
At Jessica's Cabin in Park City <3
Bowling at Fat Cats for Paige's 19th Birthday! <3
Getting a great wall of chocolate at P.F. Changs
Haha me and Paige are just awesome :)
Getting a great wall of chocolate at P.F. Changs
Me and Jess at her cabin :)
at Chili's for Paige's Birthday :)
Me and Paige :)
Me, Jessica, and Paige! My newest Best Friends! :) <3
At Jessica's Cabin in Park City <3
Bowling at Fat Cats for Paige's 19th Birthday! <3
Getting a great wall of chocolate at P.F. Changs
Haha me and Paige are just awesome :)
Getting a great wall of chocolate at P.F. Changs
Me and Jess at her cabin :)
at Chili's for Paige's Birthday :)
Me and Paige :)
Me, Jessica, and Paige! My newest Best Friends! :) <3
Sunday, January 1, 2012
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!
It is now 2012 and 2011 was an amazing year!!! :) At the beginning of the year I was working at TLC and watching my beautiful niece Morgan Elisa :) I did that every week day during the spring. In February I started a CNA class with my sister Michele and it was awesome :) I got my CNA in March, also in March I got a job at Utah Valley Regional Medical Center and quit TLC in April. In may I started at Seven Peaks Water Park as A lifeguard for my 2nd summer! (it was my 3rd summer there) and I met so many amazing people! :) I still had my amazing friends from last year though too! I worked 7 days a week almost every week which killed me :) but I loved the peaks! :) so it was good :) I also turned 19 in May and got my ears pierced again! :) In June I was hangin out at peaks with Cambria, Alyssa, Rachelle, and Chelsey and Chels brought her friend Rachel. Rachel has become one of my very best friends! she has helped me through my very hardest times this year and all of my other friends also! I have been so blessed with my amazing friends and I COULD NOT live without them! In August that missionary I was waiting for? ya he came home! and it didn't end up working out! Oh the drama :) I also got braces and started my first semester of college which was AWESOME! :) I also got back into dance and I can never stop dancing!!! I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I actually went to a workshop taught by Tadd Gadduang from so you think you can dance!! it was AMAZING! :) To end the year my parents went out of town and I partied with my amazing best friends Chelsey and Cami! 2011 was a crazy year I had some really hard struggles, but I made it through it and I'm gonna rock 2012!!!! you only got one life to live!! :)
HIGHLIGHTS:
I'm in all 3 videos one was seven peaks lifeguard the other 2 are hip hop club! :)
Me and My friend Kaycee at our Hip Hop Performance!
Workin at the peaks!! :)
Chillin with the fam :)
Alyssa's Birthday party with cami rachelle blake chelsey me and dylan!
Alyssa's b-day at lake powell!
Playing with my cute girlies from TLC Lydia and Mckenna
Kickin it with my bestie Alyssa :)
At the RASCAL FLATT'S/ SARA EVANS concert with my best friend Rachel!!! :)
Kickin it with Rachel me Colt and Chelsey! after the Alpine dance!
Playing with the cutest baby in the WORLD the light of my life/ pride and joy niece Morgan Elisa :) <3 <3 <3
Runnin around center street Cambria me and Chelsey!
HIGHLIGHTS:
I'm in all 3 videos one was seven peaks lifeguard the other 2 are hip hop club! :)
Me and My friend Kaycee at our Hip Hop Performance!
Workin at the peaks!! :)
Chillin with the fam :)
Alyssa's Birthday party with cami rachelle blake chelsey me and dylan!
Alyssa's b-day at lake powell!
Playing with my cute girlies from TLC Lydia and Mckenna
Kickin it with my bestie Alyssa :)
At the RASCAL FLATT'S/ SARA EVANS concert with my best friend Rachel!!! :)
Kickin it with Rachel me Colt and Chelsey! after the Alpine dance!
Playing with the cutest baby in the WORLD the light of my life/ pride and joy niece Morgan Elisa :) <3 <3 <3
Runnin around center street Cambria me and Chelsey!
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
30 Things to Stop Doing to Yourself
30 Things to Stop Doing to Yourself
When you stop chasing the wrong things you give
the right things a chance to catch you.
As Maria Robinson once said, “Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.” Nothing could be closer to the truth. But before you can begin this process of transformation you have to stop doing the things that have been holding you back.
Here are some ideas to get you started:
1. Stop spending time with the wrong people. – Life is too short to spend time with people who suck the happiness out of you. If someone wants you in their life, they’ll make room for you. You shouldn’t have to fight for a spot. Never, ever insist yourself to someone who continuously overlooks your worth. And remember, it’s not the people that stand by your side when you’re at your best, but the ones who stand beside you when you’re at your worst that are your true friends.
2. Stop running from your problems. – Face them head on. No, it won’t be easy. There is no person in the world capable of flawlessly handling every punch thrown at them. We aren’t supposed to be able to instantly solve problems. That’s not how we’re made. In fact, we’re made to get upset, sad, hurt, stumble and fall. Because that’s the whole purpose of living – to face problems, learn, adapt, and solve them over the course of time. This is what ultimately molds us into the person we become.
3. Stop lying to yourself. – You can lie to anyone else in the world, but you can’t lie to yourself. Our lives improve only when we take chances, and the first and most difficult chance we can take is to be honest with ourselves. Read The Road Less Traveled.
4. Stop putting your own needs on the back burner. – The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you are special too. Yes, help others; but help yourself too. If there was ever a moment to follow your passion and do something that matters to you, that moment is now.
5. Stop trying to be someone you’re not. – One of the greatest challenges in life is being yourself in a world that’s trying to make you like everyone else. Someone will always be prettier, someone will always be smarter, someone will always be younger, but they will never be you. Don’t change so people will like you. Be yourself and the right people will love the real you.
6. Stop trying to hold onto the past. – You can’t start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading your last one.
7. Stop being scared to make a mistake. – Doing something and getting it wrong is at least ten times more productive than doing nothing. Every success has a trail of failures behind it, and every failure is leading towards success. You end up regretting the things you did NOT do far more than the things you did.
8. Stop berating yourself for old mistakes. – We may love the wrong person and cry about the wrong things, but no matter how things go wrong, one thing is for sure, mistakes help us find the person and things that are right for us. We all make mistakes, have struggles, and even regret things in our past. But you are not your mistakes, you are not your struggles, and you are here NOW with the power to shape your day and your future. Every single thing that has ever happened in your life is preparing you for a moment that is yet to come.
9. Stop trying to buy happiness. – Many of the things we desire are expensive. But the truth is, the things that really satisfy us are totally free – love, laughter and working on our passions.
10. Stop exclusively looking to others for happiness. – If you’re not happy with who you are on the inside, you won’t be happy in a long-term relationship with anyone else either. You have to create stability in your own life first before you can share it with someone else. Read Stumbling on Happiness.
11. Stop being idle. – Don’t think too much or you’ll create a problem that wasn’t even there in the first place. Evaluate situations and take decisive action. You cannot change what you refuse to confront. Making progress involves risk. Period! You can’t make it to second base with your foot on first.
12. Stop thinking you’re not ready. – Nobody ever feels 100% ready when an opportunity arises. Because most great opportunities in life force us to grow beyond our comfort zones, which means we won’t feel totally comfortable at first.
13. Stop getting involved in relationships for the wrong reasons. – Relationships must be chosen wisely. It’s better to be alone than to be in bad company. There’s no need to rush. If something is meant to be, it will happen – in the right time, with the right person, and for the best reason. Fall in love when you’re ready, not when you’re lonely.
14. Stop rejecting new relationships just because old ones didn’t work. – In life you’ll realize that there is a purpose for everyone you meet. Some will test you, some will use you and some will teach you. But most importantly, some will bring out the best in you.
15. Stop trying to compete against everyone else. – Don’t worry about what others doing better than you. Concentrate on beating your own records every day. Success is a battle between YOU and YOURSELF only.
16. Stop being jealous of others. – Jealousy is the art of counting someone else’s blessings instead of your own. Ask yourself this: “What’s something I have that everyone wants?”
17. Stop complaining and feeling sorry for yourself. – Life’s curveballs are thrown for a reason – to shift your path in a direction that is meant for you. You may not see or understand everything the moment it happens, and it may be tough. But reflect back on those negative curveballs thrown at you in the past. You’ll often see that eventually they led you to a better place, person, state of mind, or situation. So smile! Let everyone know that today you are a lot stronger than you were yesterday, and you will be.
18. Stop holding grudges. – Don’t live your life with hate in your heart. You will end up hurting yourself more than the people you hate. Forgiveness is not saying, “What you did to me is okay.” It is saying, “I’m not going to let what you did to me ruin my happiness forever.” Forgiveness is the answer… let go, find peace, liberate yourself! And remember, forgiveness is not just for other people, it’s for you too. If you must, forgive yourself, move on and try to do better next time.
19. Stop letting others bring you down to their level. – Refuse to lower your standards to accommodate those who refuse to raise theirs.
20. Stop wasting time explaining yourself to others. – Your friends don’t need it and your enemies won’t believe it anyway. Just do what you know in your heart is right.
21. Stop doing the same things over and over without taking a break. – The time to take a deep breath is when you don’t have time for it. If you keep doing what you’re doing, you’ll keep getting what you’re getting. Sometimes you need to distance yourself to see things clearly.
22. Stop overlooking the beauty of small moments. – Enjoy the little things, because one day you may look back and discover they were the big things. The best portion of your life will be the small, nameless moments you spend smiling with someone who matters to you.
23. Stop trying to make things perfect. – The real world doesn’t reward perfectionists, it rewards people who get things done. Read Getting Things Done.
24. Stop following the path of least resistance. – Life is not easy, especially when you plan on achieving something worthwhile. Don’t take the easy way out. Do something extraordinary.
25. Stop acting like everything is fine if it isn’t. – It’s okay to fall apart for a little while. You don’t always have to pretend to be strong, and there is no need to constantly prove that everything is going well. You shouldn’t be concerned with what other people are thinking either – cry if you need to – it’s healthy to shed your tears. The sooner you do, the sooner you will be able to smile again.
26. Stop blaming others for your troubles. – The extent to which you can achieve your dreams depends on the extent to which you take responsibility for your life. When you blame others for what you’re going through, you deny responsibility – you give others power over that part of your life.
27. Stop trying to be everything to everyone. – Doing so is impossible, and trying will only burn you out. But making one person smile CAN change the world. Maybe not the whole world, but their world. So narrow your focus.
28. Stop worrying so much. – Worry will not strip tomorrow of its burdens, it will strip today of its joy. One way to check if something is worth mulling over is to ask yourself this question: “Will this matter in one year’s time? Three years? Five years?” If not, then it’s not worth worrying about.
29. Stop focusing on what you don’t want to happen. – Focus on what you do want to happen. Positive thinking is at the forefront of every great success story. If you awake every morning with the thought that something wonderful will happen in your life today, and you pay close attention, you’ll often find that you’re right.
30. Stop being ungrateful. – No matter how good or bad you have it, wake up each day thankful for your life. Someone somewhere else is desperately fighting for theirs. Instead of thinking about what you’re missing, try thinking about what you have that everyone else is missing.
When you stop chasing the wrong things you give
the right things a chance to catch you.
As Maria Robinson once said, “Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.” Nothing could be closer to the truth. But before you can begin this process of transformation you have to stop doing the things that have been holding you back.
Here are some ideas to get you started:
1. Stop spending time with the wrong people. – Life is too short to spend time with people who suck the happiness out of you. If someone wants you in their life, they’ll make room for you. You shouldn’t have to fight for a spot. Never, ever insist yourself to someone who continuously overlooks your worth. And remember, it’s not the people that stand by your side when you’re at your best, but the ones who stand beside you when you’re at your worst that are your true friends.
2. Stop running from your problems. – Face them head on. No, it won’t be easy. There is no person in the world capable of flawlessly handling every punch thrown at them. We aren’t supposed to be able to instantly solve problems. That’s not how we’re made. In fact, we’re made to get upset, sad, hurt, stumble and fall. Because that’s the whole purpose of living – to face problems, learn, adapt, and solve them over the course of time. This is what ultimately molds us into the person we become.
3. Stop lying to yourself. – You can lie to anyone else in the world, but you can’t lie to yourself. Our lives improve only when we take chances, and the first and most difficult chance we can take is to be honest with ourselves. Read The Road Less Traveled.
4. Stop putting your own needs on the back burner. – The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you are special too. Yes, help others; but help yourself too. If there was ever a moment to follow your passion and do something that matters to you, that moment is now.
5. Stop trying to be someone you’re not. – One of the greatest challenges in life is being yourself in a world that’s trying to make you like everyone else. Someone will always be prettier, someone will always be smarter, someone will always be younger, but they will never be you. Don’t change so people will like you. Be yourself and the right people will love the real you.
6. Stop trying to hold onto the past. – You can’t start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading your last one.
7. Stop being scared to make a mistake. – Doing something and getting it wrong is at least ten times more productive than doing nothing. Every success has a trail of failures behind it, and every failure is leading towards success. You end up regretting the things you did NOT do far more than the things you did.
8. Stop berating yourself for old mistakes. – We may love the wrong person and cry about the wrong things, but no matter how things go wrong, one thing is for sure, mistakes help us find the person and things that are right for us. We all make mistakes, have struggles, and even regret things in our past. But you are not your mistakes, you are not your struggles, and you are here NOW with the power to shape your day and your future. Every single thing that has ever happened in your life is preparing you for a moment that is yet to come.
9. Stop trying to buy happiness. – Many of the things we desire are expensive. But the truth is, the things that really satisfy us are totally free – love, laughter and working on our passions.
10. Stop exclusively looking to others for happiness. – If you’re not happy with who you are on the inside, you won’t be happy in a long-term relationship with anyone else either. You have to create stability in your own life first before you can share it with someone else. Read Stumbling on Happiness.
11. Stop being idle. – Don’t think too much or you’ll create a problem that wasn’t even there in the first place. Evaluate situations and take decisive action. You cannot change what you refuse to confront. Making progress involves risk. Period! You can’t make it to second base with your foot on first.
12. Stop thinking you’re not ready. – Nobody ever feels 100% ready when an opportunity arises. Because most great opportunities in life force us to grow beyond our comfort zones, which means we won’t feel totally comfortable at first.
13. Stop getting involved in relationships for the wrong reasons. – Relationships must be chosen wisely. It’s better to be alone than to be in bad company. There’s no need to rush. If something is meant to be, it will happen – in the right time, with the right person, and for the best reason. Fall in love when you’re ready, not when you’re lonely.
14. Stop rejecting new relationships just because old ones didn’t work. – In life you’ll realize that there is a purpose for everyone you meet. Some will test you, some will use you and some will teach you. But most importantly, some will bring out the best in you.
15. Stop trying to compete against everyone else. – Don’t worry about what others doing better than you. Concentrate on beating your own records every day. Success is a battle between YOU and YOURSELF only.
16. Stop being jealous of others. – Jealousy is the art of counting someone else’s blessings instead of your own. Ask yourself this: “What’s something I have that everyone wants?”
17. Stop complaining and feeling sorry for yourself. – Life’s curveballs are thrown for a reason – to shift your path in a direction that is meant for you. You may not see or understand everything the moment it happens, and it may be tough. But reflect back on those negative curveballs thrown at you in the past. You’ll often see that eventually they led you to a better place, person, state of mind, or situation. So smile! Let everyone know that today you are a lot stronger than you were yesterday, and you will be.
18. Stop holding grudges. – Don’t live your life with hate in your heart. You will end up hurting yourself more than the people you hate. Forgiveness is not saying, “What you did to me is okay.” It is saying, “I’m not going to let what you did to me ruin my happiness forever.” Forgiveness is the answer… let go, find peace, liberate yourself! And remember, forgiveness is not just for other people, it’s for you too. If you must, forgive yourself, move on and try to do better next time.
19. Stop letting others bring you down to their level. – Refuse to lower your standards to accommodate those who refuse to raise theirs.
20. Stop wasting time explaining yourself to others. – Your friends don’t need it and your enemies won’t believe it anyway. Just do what you know in your heart is right.
21. Stop doing the same things over and over without taking a break. – The time to take a deep breath is when you don’t have time for it. If you keep doing what you’re doing, you’ll keep getting what you’re getting. Sometimes you need to distance yourself to see things clearly.
22. Stop overlooking the beauty of small moments. – Enjoy the little things, because one day you may look back and discover they were the big things. The best portion of your life will be the small, nameless moments you spend smiling with someone who matters to you.
23. Stop trying to make things perfect. – The real world doesn’t reward perfectionists, it rewards people who get things done. Read Getting Things Done.
24. Stop following the path of least resistance. – Life is not easy, especially when you plan on achieving something worthwhile. Don’t take the easy way out. Do something extraordinary.
25. Stop acting like everything is fine if it isn’t. – It’s okay to fall apart for a little while. You don’t always have to pretend to be strong, and there is no need to constantly prove that everything is going well. You shouldn’t be concerned with what other people are thinking either – cry if you need to – it’s healthy to shed your tears. The sooner you do, the sooner you will be able to smile again.
26. Stop blaming others for your troubles. – The extent to which you can achieve your dreams depends on the extent to which you take responsibility for your life. When you blame others for what you’re going through, you deny responsibility – you give others power over that part of your life.
27. Stop trying to be everything to everyone. – Doing so is impossible, and trying will only burn you out. But making one person smile CAN change the world. Maybe not the whole world, but their world. So narrow your focus.
28. Stop worrying so much. – Worry will not strip tomorrow of its burdens, it will strip today of its joy. One way to check if something is worth mulling over is to ask yourself this question: “Will this matter in one year’s time? Three years? Five years?” If not, then it’s not worth worrying about.
29. Stop focusing on what you don’t want to happen. – Focus on what you do want to happen. Positive thinking is at the forefront of every great success story. If you awake every morning with the thought that something wonderful will happen in your life today, and you pay close attention, you’ll often find that you’re right.
30. Stop being ungrateful. – No matter how good or bad you have it, wake up each day thankful for your life. Someone somewhere else is desperately fighting for theirs. Instead of thinking about what you’re missing, try thinking about what you have that everyone else is missing.
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